The Road to Edinburgh. A diary reflection. 

Entry by: Mark Vargas

Zebedee Tacas

Stepping into the role of Zebedee has been one of the most rewarding experiences I’ve had as an actor. He’s a deeply layered character—a humble teacher, devoted to his family and country, yet fiercely emotional when fighting for justice. What drew me to him was the chance to explore so many sides of one person.

One of the biggest challenges was portraying a man who quietly struggles with his identity in a time when being openly gay was unthinkable. I looked to friends and admired actors like Rodolfo “Dolphy” and Roderick Paulate for inspiration, studying their mannerisms and subtle expressions while making the character my own.

As the story unfolds, Zebedee shifts from moments of humor to heartbreaking drama. That emotional journey was both demanding and fulfilling. Drama has always been close to my heart, but moving convincingly between lightness and grief required me to dig deeper into every scene.

I couldn’t have done it alone. My fellow cast members brought incredible energy to every rehearsal and performance, helping me build the character through our shared moments on stage. Playing Zebedee reminded me that great acting isn’t just about one performance—it’s about trusting the people beside you and telling a story together.